sadest

I just know from my friend that i get A- in my thesis. I always think that i should get an A because i put a lot of effort and times on it. Everyone of my course mates can see it. However supervisor don't know, thats why she didn't give me an A. My tears drop down uncontrollable when getting know this bad news, my heart very pain, nervous, afraid, unbelievable, my heart beating abnormal, breathing become shorten, my brain is blank... The feeling just like someone telling you that you are not born by your mother or doctor tell you that you are pregnant even though you still a virgin...

i never feel that bad just due to my result, even when i know that i can't get 4.0 but 3.88 before enter uni, i just sad and cry but my brain and heart didn't that suffer because i can find a reason for not getting A in my Biology but A-. But now different, i can't find any reason i get A- in thesis but there are always the reasons i should get A.

All of my friends suppose that i could get A, my co-supervisor some more say i did very well and good in my project, i can't except why my supervisor give me A- at the end. I just want to show her how serious i treat this project.

I already sent an email to her asking the reason and hope she can reconsider it, if still can't change the result.... i wonder what i can i do already

what i do in my holiday??

At first plan to go Beijing and conquer the great wall, but because of H1N1 flu, my parents postponed the plan and go to Japan at June (when i start my working life) so i am not going where this holiday except went Pulau Langkawi just after exam with my course mates..

So what should i do except sit on the sofa during this 3 weeks? well my life is bored... The activities of this holiday are:


1.) Shopping (of course, even when i am at PJ, Mid Valley will be my second home and Sunway Pyramind is the 3rd....)


2.) Facebook-ing (well, this is the easiest way to tell my friends i still alive and to make sure my friends not affected by HINI flu)

3.) Sleeping (not mean that i won't sleep if not holiday, just in holiday i sleep more than usual, twice a day from 12am to 9am... than evening continue... i always find a reason for myself "sleeping is good for skin"...)

4.) After sleep at morning is my breakfast time, after wake up at the evening, it will be my dinner time... so everytime after sleep i will eat... but not eating cactus of course... the picture just for illustration...

Due to this holiday was coming just after exam period, which i labelled it as weight gain period, so i have to work hard to burn my fat which "moisture" me during exam, support me and accompony me when i am stress while studying... So i have to exervise also in this holiday such as Gym and Sauna....

P/S: I not recomment you to apply hot chili slimming cream before your sauna bath, because it will burn inner side of your skin, with the hot temperature, you will just feel like sitting on flame, the pain can make you jump like monkey in the sauna room... i knew a stupid used to do that before...

Sometimes in sauna room u can see hot pretty sexy lady inside... of course the room is separated for different sex..

After gym and sauna, i always will jump into the swimming pool and swim like a pig...

ok, i admit i not good in swimming, when i swim from one end to another one, the angmor in the same pool already swimming 5 rounds i think.... i wonder he got laugh at me inside his heart or not but i got laugh at him inside my heart, because he looks so cute and funny, i can't stop to look at his goggles because its look like the one at below:

its very hard to find in swimming pool, i thik it is used for snorkeling.. Maybe he forgot to bring a normal 1 to Malaysia...