sadest

I just know from my friend that i get A- in my thesis. I always think that i should get an A because i put a lot of effort and times on it. Everyone of my course mates can see it. However supervisor don't know, thats why she didn't give me an A. My tears drop down uncontrollable when getting know this bad news, my heart very pain, nervous, afraid, unbelievable, my heart beating abnormal, breathing become shorten, my brain is blank... The feeling just like someone telling you that you are not born by your mother or doctor tell you that you are pregnant even though you still a virgin...

i never feel that bad just due to my result, even when i know that i can't get 4.0 but 3.88 before enter uni, i just sad and cry but my brain and heart didn't that suffer because i can find a reason for not getting A in my Biology but A-. But now different, i can't find any reason i get A- in thesis but there are always the reasons i should get A.

All of my friends suppose that i could get A, my co-supervisor some more say i did very well and good in my project, i can't except why my supervisor give me A- at the end. I just want to show her how serious i treat this project.

I already sent an email to her asking the reason and hope she can reconsider it, if still can't change the result.... i wonder what i can i do already