又累又难过的一天

今天原本晚上八点有个面试，是个大公司，本来以我的成绩是很难shortlisted的，但是一个很照顾我的学长推荐了我，所以我有这个机会。敬爱的学长，如果你有在看我的blog,我想在这里和你说声抱歉，我让你失望了。我没有去到这个难得的面试，因为在去面试的途中我迷路了。

其实我有去google map 和wikimapia 找了那个地方，地图也画了，但是当我在开车的时候，突然多了很多路出来，情况很乱，八点的面试，我五点半就出门了，一直迷路到了七点，我知道我是没办法到那里了因为我画的地图根本不能用，我又想到如果那位经理本来七点或七点多已经收工了，怕他为了面试白等我，所以我就打了电话过去告诉他别等了，我或许不能够到，应该是说我根本不可能会在八点之前到，因为我误闯到吉隆玻了。结果被他训了一顿，"you still have one hour, our appointment is at 8pm, now only 7pm, you already want to give up? you don't want try find the road again？ still have 1 hour you tell me you can't come already? you want to give up and go back now?" 什么男人嘛，人家在一个未曾到过的地方驾车，迷了路已经急到眼泪都快流出来了，你还要骂我，我才不是放弃只是担心你可能提早做好工作在等我，这才打给你的阿。算了，盖了电话继续找路。

就这样，从五点半一直迷路乱驾，跟路牌，过了一大堆的tol,还不知道该如何回去，结果驾到了南北大道，赶紧找个路口弯回雪兰莪，不然我就会到johor了吧！到了putra height的出口，当我要付路费时，才发现ticket不见了，找了很久，被后面的汽车hon了一下，找了又找，那该死的ticket居然躲在椅子中间的隙缝中。

一路上，一直哭，哭饱了继续驾，又哭，男友还在office,他已经习惯我迷路了吧，一点都不担心，而我则一直保持着惊慌的状态。到了接近十点钟，我在一个shell的油站停了下来，我的眼睛已经累得无法explore了，问了油站里的员工，知道这是LDP的最后一站，赶紧打电话向男友求救，他原本想告诉我该怎么走的，但是我已经没有信心了，坚持叫他来带路，反正他说哪儿很靠近他家而已。

最后，折腾了一个晚上，我的心真的很疲惫，下了车在房间里，眼泪还是忍不住的落下，想起manager的语气，刚才迷路时无助的情况，我真的需要一些安慰，结果我盼不到怜爱心疼的眼神，换来的是厌恶的眼神，或许是我太敏感吧！还是我的哭泣让他觉得更烦厌。

心，本来就已经很累了，那厌恶的眼神让它更受伤了。。。

D' One Pacific, Sunway

Last week i went for an interview at D' One Pacific Sdn Bhd, beside Sunway Pyramid. The office is small however that time there were 3 peoples include me waiting for interview that times..

Once i walked in to the office i felt a bit weird because the receptionist there was listening pop music and the volume was quite loud, doesn't a professional company won't do that? this was what coming out in my heart while i was in the office.

Well, the branch manager Phoebe started interview me and another Malay girl together. From her information i know that this company has a lot of big clients like Celcom, Unicef, Budimas etc. They mainlly focus on NGO companies and help them developed their business. This were what she told me... Well after few days i get a call for second interview.

The malay girls also asking for the second interview, this time got another indian woman as well. That time was 8.30am, i saw a lot of people standing there and discuss something in the office. The receptionist told me they were meeting. I felt lifely, happy, fun and excited when looking on the way the meeting. It is not serius at all, they just look fun and energized. Some more they juice here juice there, cheers a lot.

This time i felt like it's kinda direcselling company becuase of cheering a lot, some more they will gather all together in a circle and the leader told them the business result on the day before and everyone seem so excited, clapping each others... well maybe it's their culture.

While the interview, brance manager told me that their company will treat us as business partner but not employees, they don't want make us too formal, and we are all friends learning each other, so if we are not the employee then they won't give us basic salary.. haha... a good reason, because we are friends so we can get commission unlimeted based on our exhibition and how much customers we get in the road show. Yes, road show.

The office is small becuase basically its using for morning brething and after that all the employees (partners?) will go to separate roadshow to promote their clients... This is what they say a mangement training to train your confidence... ok... i understand, we need chance to talk to strangers..

At the end i didn't accept the job because i still feel weird of the structure and function of the company, wonder why. Maybe no basic salary make me feel unsecure...

Interview at EDS, an HP company

Yesterday, i went Cyberjaya attent an interview at EDS company which is now an HP company. The position that i interviewed was technical helpdesk level 1.0, after that i told my senior i went to interview for this position and he said i am gila already, haha because he know that i like programming much more than networking or OS... hehe


The EDS building is so big and grandness... Big company really different huh... One of the advantages is i can easily find the right office since it is obvious and can see it from a distance.. haha...

Before the interview, i requested to finish a 25 multiple choices questions, related to troubleshooting, problem solving of networking, OS, software and other related to computer.

The interviewer was a very cool young lady called Tenex, at first i thought is a guy name and i think the name is very cool. After that, a very stylish, smart, unisex-fashion lady interviewed me.. She was very nice and i felt happy to talk with her. The interview not the kind of stress or serious style however i can say it's casual and i felt like talk to a friend.... yea.. Wonder can get the job or not.. haha

Interview at Maersk (M) Sdn Bhd

This morning I went for Maersk (M) Sdn Bhd interview for trainee at Shah Alam. It is one of the world's biggest shipping company. Today interview mainly is for logical thingking aka IQ test and personality assessment.

I could say it is very competative to get a job in the company because today there are around 70 more candidates interview together with me. So i am not alone and nervous, should i happy with that, oh no..

We only have 12 minutes to answer all 50 questions, the instructions require us answer as many question as we can so i skip those mathematical questions at first because which need more time on calculating and understanding the questions. After did all non-mathematical questions i just left very few times to go through the unanswered questions. Of course, i couldn't answered all the questions however i didn't feel upset because according to Shelyn ( the person incharge for today interviewe) nobody could answer all the questions so far...

Image source: www.maerskline.com

After the test is a 15 minutes multimedia show to let us know the history, all the departments of Maersk, the founder and his son, the board, the business and etc which related to the company. I feel so excited when watching the video and started imagine if i could work in this company it must be very amazing. Haha...

Coming after the show was the personality test... We can choose either english or malays version for the paper and of course i chose english one...

I feel very happy, relax and enjoy for the interview, i wonder why, i attends few interviews before but i never felt so calm, maybe because this time has so many candidates interview together with me...

The worst thing is after i attent the interview i found i get a summon from traffic police due to i parked my car at the road side... speechless..