weather and mood

After washed my cloth, bedclothes and washroom yesterday,

wake up at 8 morning today,
start sweep and mop the floor in the cloudy day,
together with cleaning the fan by climb the chair,
All of this is to welcome someone today,
I didn't notice fairy has send a message to me trough the weather early in the day,
so I am still happy prepared and planning program even is Monday,
11am is the time to call you; and its still a cloudy day...


Can not come due to no transport, you say,
Your place raining heavily, again, you say,
Oh, fairy, what should i say? This is not what i pray.
Just realize here start raining when I stand behind the door and stare,
also right see the cloudy message fairy sent me early the day,
and I laugh at myself in the raining air...

To cheer up myself i decide walking to a cafe,
under a transparent umbrella blew by strong cold air,
walking 2o minutes to the shop and see a closed board which the owners lay,
my tears drop down finally in the rain, so dare...
Walking to several bakeries looking for green tea cake to warm my day,
but unfortunately the dark cloud haven't run away,
my favorite dessert are all finished they say....
I smile with them and walk into the rain with fully despair..

Walking back with much more worse and never gay,
suddenly you say something insult my personality and thinking way,
how much disappointed and sadness i have to bear?
I told myself to be tough no matter it is a rainy or sunny day,
and even people say something to hurt me also do not to care,
hope tomorrow will be a better day!